I can be stupid but at least i admitt it. PT1

I know i am.. I watch myself being dumb everyday. Sometimes i can see it and sop it other times i see it and just dont give a damn. i am who i am, u like me or u dont. At least i can see it and know. Most other people are just jackasses and dont care.
I work in child care. Now i would never leave my own child with people that i dont trust(if i had kids). I have parents who hate the daycare and who think the workers are mean yet drop there kids off everyday for 8 hours or more. Now who is the mean one? I had a father drop his kid off with candy at 800am and told him he couldnt eat it untill he picked him up. some time around 500pm. WHY? Same dad let his duaghter have a lollipop before school and then asked his teacher to take it away because she wouldnt listen to him???? WHO IS THE ADULT???
How could u leave ur kids with people u dont trust for 8 hours or more 5 days a week? Now i know everybody isnt built to have kids. But like my dad Knew he wanted to be a doctor since he was a young boy i was made to be a parent. Sice i have no kids i work at a datcare. I love my kids. I've had kids that i would die for. Ask my friends if im at a gathering with kids they flock to me or me to them. lol. Ive always been that way since i was little. As much pain as they can cauase me they give me even greater joy. ok i dont know how to save this so its getting posted till Tray can help me. This is part 1 of this blog

George Carlin

People die everyday. For the most part, in less its one of my family members, i can shrug it off or not pat to much attenchion. I love George Carlin. I've been lucky enough to see him live in Vegas. I love him. I love a lot of comedians but i think he was in a field all by himself. He was special and stood out. I can listen to his same stories over and over again and laugh just as loud every time. There are a lot of comedians that i love but not many tread on new gound like he does. Richard Pryor is one of the only other ones that i can think of that are funny the way he was. Nothing sacred. He didnt care if u liked him or not he talked about how he felt. Now like i said i love a lot of comdians but he was truly an original and im truly sorry that he is gone.

Summer is a drug!

I love summer, always have. I was born in the summer, no school in the summer, just sun and the pool. I know they say spring is when everything starts new, reborn. But for me it happens in the summer. Everyside of the coin seems to have more hope then it did in the winter. Brighter. If one day doesnt pan out the way I want it I have another long bright day to improve things, not like the winter where its just dark and cold and by the time im done with work the day is over. During the summer almost anything seems possible, or at least more attainable. this is a rough draft but im still going to post it, im new to the blogging thing but i love to write but its been a long time since i have